As stated before and throughout my Blogs... my inspiration to become a Healthier person and the way I envision myself and feel as tho' Im capable of becoming is from Certain Movies... Songs...Celebs and My gf... well it shouldnt be surprising that my Latest Inspiration to become better at Basketball has come from the Best Player in the Nba...His swagg and His demeanor is Out of this World.... and believe it or not I used to have that... the whole handshake thing... Me along with 2 members of the Fab 5 made up our Patent Handshake in 2005... and everytime we are around each other we do it ... Unconsciously... but Im not saying Im upset Im just saying that his swagg and demeanor and character was a reflection of mine when I was at the top of My life.... Now I have hit ROCK BOTTOM.... Credit...Student Loans... Life... Weight Issues... Depression[well not anymore... but knock on wood]along with being in a very difficult relationship at times... has brought me to this point in my life... Being my own therapist and getting reactions from those of you who actually read this blog .
My most recent random action of Inspiration [RAI] has come from my gf expressing her true feelings about me and how she feels about me Physically..
I expected the answers I got and at first wanted to get upset and re-act but realized that I knew the TRUTH from day 1.... so this didnt come as a Surprise to me. I guess I took that as a [RAI] because I realized that nothing and I mean Nothing is certain in life... I was told that you can " BE IN LOVE" with someone but not "LOVE" that person... and because of that I need to get myself back to the Top so that if things go sour to which I hope and pray they dont.... I can be at a point in my life where Im not judged by Shallow Ppl and I wont be writing every other day on this blog.... [ps the more positive side of FAABSTARR is www.faabstarrsneakahead.blogspot.com]
Well the Fight begins.... I have started a new diet as of 3/07/10...
I no longer eat
Bread- all breads including wheat but excluding multi grain
Pasta all of kinds
Rice- excluding Brown Rice but thats only once a week...
Candy- ALL
SODA- except Diet
Juices- except Cranberry and Diet
I will be on a Protein[FISH,CHICKEN,TURKEY]and Veggie diet Until May 1st
Wish me Luck... matter fact dont wish me luck.. tell me I wont do it so that I can exceed all expectations...
Dear Moon although its Winter and I haven't seen you in a while... kinda like I moved to a Planet with 3 suns... but no matter what YOU BRING ME OUT... Like Drake at a Young Money Concert... thanks
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