So that Sunday when I started this New Diet and ultimately a NEW way of life I didnt know that it was gonna be that difficult.... At first Im thinking to myself " If I give up all my fetishes as far as foods[chinese,fried,take-out] then I would be able to drop the weight that I want and meet my goal May 1st... well Im not gonna say that I have given up ... because I am gonna go as hard as possible to reach that GOAL... call me Rhinaldino ... its just hard to think about what I have to actually do and the things that I am sacrificing hopefully helps me to become a better person and maintain this lifestyle....
I have given up on all CaRBS until the first of May..... and that may seem easy but its not... Im talking no pasta ... spaghetti.... rice... bread... NOTHING... the difficult part comes in when I want a sandwich or some whole wheat pasta to go with my protein and veggies... but this is what I have to do for sooooo many years of being a FAT AZZ.
The whole Meat and Veggies thing has its ups and downs... I mean I cook all my food in portions and its delicious and I could never fathom the thought of not having a STARCH with my food but its not difficult.... The best food that I have had was this fillet of Salmon that I made with Asian Medley veggies... talk about being a Fat AZZ... it was a small portion but it was so fulfilling that I was full.... I also thought that gettin back on to this 30-30-30 diet would be hard to transition to but its working out well... Sooo I guess the trials and tribulations that are currently in my life come from issues that dont deal with my weight... STUDENT LOANS... BILLS... AND MY DAMN CAR... all of these issues have led me to questioning myself to figure out if the path that I chose was worth it... I mean I could be making $$$$$ right now if I didnt go to College... the only bad part is I would've never met TAY... THE FAB 5... and other ppl that I consider to be close to me... In my old days before I found God again.. and before I made my secret Covenant[ka-na-vent] with myself I would let this drive me into depression... im talking eating my problems away along with mood swings and ISOLATION....
But as My God helps me to see.... Theres no Gain without Pain... I will be ok...
Ps Going back to my home ... on the Planet of Fitness.. is relaxing and worthwhile... I feel stronger every time I go and its showing results faster than before... I mean instead of Gatorade or Water or even Powerade.. I had a V8 ...
As the Nights come later and the weather feels better the one Apparatus that can Bring me out better than Michael Buffer at a Pacquiao vs. Mayweather fight is my Right hand man the MOON...
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