So The first week on this Planet I was grooving..... gettting back at it and going hard and I felt and saw the improvements within myself... I mean I got compliments but you are your biggest critic... Well After my weekly Intervention that was last posted... the very thing I WROTE about became a REALITY... It was a night where I wanted to do certain things that I realized I couldnt and it got me upset... Normally in the Past I would eat my problems away and go straight to sleep.... but I chose to get up at 12am.... and go to THE PLANETARIUM... to get it in... Throughout my workout...at times I wanted to give up... and just be complacent with what I thought was sufficient goals.. But I pushed past that... especially with the thoughts of me not being able to do what I wanted and the mear thought that My ULTIMATE CHANGE... would make me feel sooooo good... I kicked the Planetariums ASS big time.... Unfortunately that was the last time I went..and that was over a week ago... The fortunate thing for me is that I went to the Gym to test out this new body.... I was breathing better ... had more energy and moved alot better.... I was sweating that good sweat... along with better joint movement and less pain... All in All I felt great and was content and figured that the week I took off was good enough to get me by and Let my bones re-coperate before I really get into this strict diet and regime..... Well I think I passed the test and Im ready... This Sunday Night will Mark the beginning stages of this caterpillar [ PURPLE CATERPILLAR THAT IS] going into my metamorphis... I would ask for prayers... or Hope and Empathy from you guys.. but Honestly I dont want it.... I know what I have to do and it will get done.... By this STARR... THE LONE STARR....
PS SOOOOO THANKFUL FOR THE MOON... BCUS WHEN IM FEELING DULL OR BLAND THE MOON GLOWS AND HELPS ME SHINE!!!!
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