What can I say.... I once again let myself go and gave in to all the temptations, i mean i just can find the need or the want to keep going on... I mean I have eaten foods that arent good for me[ thankfully they make me feel sick so thats a good sign ]... stopped the 30x3 diet temporarily ... and temporarily diverted to my old self where I felt bad for myself and would slip in and out of a depression.... I wish i had a quick fix that could solve my problems so that I could live my life the way it was intended through God to be lived....
I wish I had a second chance at making the best out of all my decisions... although it has made me a stronger person and wiser person this learning experience could have been avoided....
Luckily for me I still go to the gym and go hard ... I am as strong as an OX on steroids and my body is starting to do things that I couldnt do before... My basketball skills are starting to come back the way they were in 10th grade... and my clothes fit me better.... Now all I have to do is devote myself to staying on the right path and I will be straight.... This sunday I will definately go to church... and through God make this Realistic covenant....
Hey Moon???? I need you and hope that you can help me shine the way I need to ....
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