Legs like a Prize fighting Bull named Ferdinan

Success can only start through ONE entity!!! Not Money Power Fear or Respect but God...

What can I say.... I once again let myself go and gave in to all the temptations, i mean i just can find the need or the want to keep going on... I mean I have eaten foods that arent good for me[ thankfully they make me feel sick so thats a good sign ]... stopped the 30x3 diet temporarily ... and temporarily diverted to my old self where I felt bad for myself and would slip in and out of a depression.... I wish i had a quick fix that could solve my problems so that I could live my life the way it was intended through God to be lived....
I wish I had a second chance at making the best out of all my decisions... although it has made me a stronger person and wiser person this learning experience could have been avoided....
Luckily for me I still go to the gym and go hard ... I am as strong as an OX on steroids and my body is starting to do things that I couldnt do before... My basketball skills are starting to come back the way they were in 10th grade... and my clothes fit me better.... Now all I have to do is devote myself to staying on the right path and I will be straight.... This sunday I will definately go to church... and through God make this Realistic covenant....
Hey Moon???? I need you and hope that you can help me shine the way I need to ....

A new more CONCRETE Covenant "through" GOD!

i came to the realization that i can do alot of things by myself/on my own but if God isnt involved completely, then begging him for help and wondering when its gonna pay off is irrelevant. with that being said the " covenant " that i was on i stayed strong with and realized alot of things including peoples perception of me and what they think of me and how strong willed i can be in regards to making sacrifices and sticking to them, but i failed bcus of a few reasons.... temptation at the end of the covenant, and the lack of guidance.... i made this covenant on my own to prove ppl wrong and to myself to show that i am capable of doing things that ppl thought i couldnt... but the whole time i asked and begged and looked to God for help but until recently realized that i didnt start off the correct way... on my own i did good..... "but good is not enough" with God and through the correct outlets [ prayer, church, asking for help, and a commitment ] i couldve did great...
so now the old covenant that i did so good on... is null and void... but this new COVENANT made out of concrete and God's supervision will be GREAT.... and i will actually surpass my goals...
this new covenant will be made Sunday April 11th at Church whether outside of Hup or inside [ hopefully and i strongly want it to be outside ] and it will be made through God and with his supervision....

My goal.
Lose ___ lbs. so that I can be at the weight of 3__ by July 11th... this goal may seem astronomical or un-reachable but honestly all i can do is my part physically and not be a PhAT AZZ and leave the Spiritual stuff up to the man upstairs.... I know one thing... im really gonna try and reach this goal... before i go for my selective surgery.... [ hearing ya girlfriend.. the woman you want to spend the rest of ya life with... talk about other mens bodies....[ although celebrities but thats not the point] can hurt a man especially when it has been verbally said that she wishes that her boyfriend had a better body]... and not only do i want to do it for my relationship but for MYSELF the most... i want to be able to shop at H&m and buy True Religion jeans... { i know rediculous aspirations} but they mean alot to me bcus its something that i want...
So Hopefully everything will fall into place and work out for me... Sunday will be the beginning of the Re-construction of Gary Baker.... Mind body and soul....
Hey Moon, where you been????? the sun is trying to take all your shine... luckily for me Im a candle ...and I only can glow when your out....

Progression So far...

My leg workout so far has done wonders....

Finding the Strength to go on.... when you're in a Constant Sht@-hole of Problems...

So Ive been going hard for a while getting myself together and making sure that I put myself and health in the winning lane for this selective surgery that I will be getting this summer. Inspiration has not only come from negativity from people at work or friends about why I'm making personal sacrifices and going through with it for so long [ May 1st ] and I have also received some from my yungin' who has become an Alien... Ricky Fontaine... he goes hard everyday he's there and he's like a sponge and just wants to enhance himself to become a better person and has asked me to guide him to his GOAL... and for him to look to me for help has made me realize alot about myself....
At first I was all about a once in a while treat to myself... but as of recently when it seemed as tho' all things were going down hill for me ... like a tank going down a mountain covered in snow... and with that I have been eating foods that i told myself I wouldn't eat anymore... well I have... and for the last 4 days my calorie intake was probably well more than likely below 1200 for the entire day but its just the fact that I slowed down on the meat and veggies.... well through GOD and prayer this Sunday... the 4th of April I will be back in full effect and ready to continue my path of losing weight and getting myself ready for this summer.... As the days get warmer... and the sun stays out longer I look forward to seeing my buddy the MOON more and more... it's been a while so once we meet up again... Bring me out Like DJ E-Star at a Ruckers game...