tHe title says alot as well as means alot to me.... i mean sooo much has occurred in my life.... anything and everything from work to looking for a new job.. .to beating this depression to music.. to my relationship to me losing weight... to getting my life back on track and finally realizing that I shouldnt settle for just anything... my expectations for everything I aspire for should be as high as my Personification of myself... A STARR....
with that being said.... i find myself losing the faith and giving up on my immediate goals. and aspirations due to something or SOMEONE!!! and it really shouldnt be like that... I mean i think that im a great person and i have alot to offer... with that being said [ i re-iterate everything.... alot ] i thought that i let myself go and slowly placed myself into a pool of quicksand but ive come to realize that i actually have been doing good for myself and stuff is working out in my favor.... i need to pray more and ask for forgiveness from the lord.. and repent... but because of my promise to become a better follower and servant he has blessed me and i realized that if i actually put all my techniques and ninja skills [ lmao ] together i can really make some progression.... and i think its about that time to actually try and put these skills together.... i mean im losing weight because of my dedication to being a Martian.... BUT IT COULD BE BETTER.. if i get back on my strict and i mean STRICT diet then that would boost me to the forefronts like Speed RACER.... and if these things come together then my level of splASH will grow..... alot of opportunities have come my way and i am grateful for these things...
I know that God along with my Holy spirit helps me to get through all the rough times in my life... and i will be fine.... just need a really good kick in the ass....
Finally i realized the truth about this thing called life and that sometimes having someone to see all the wonderful and beautiful things in the world together is COMPLETE BLISS... im talking what ppl dream of... but truthfully how can one find true happy-ness and experience the finer things in life if they never found themselves.... i once heard someone say are u living or existing???? im existing .... going through life doing and caring for everyone else... and this starr has lost his glow... WELL lets just say that " Im in the pursuit of Happy-ness and I know... everything that shines aint always gonna be GOLD... yeah... accept for this STARR...... damn living or existing.... I ve died and was reborn again.... Sorry Gary Baker... you will be missed... WELCOME Gary F. Baker aka Either I will find a way or Make one ... himself....
Really didnt know how much you meant to me until that one night when u were full and at your brightest and you shined upon me and helped me to get my GLOW back.... thanks Moon for bringing this STARR out of the ashes of obscurity
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